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Zach described my eyes in the most beautiful way and it left me speechless.

"Your eyes...have always shown me the real you..." I whisper.

"What? I don't get pools of melted chocolate?" He teases, caressing my jaw. "You can see right inside me. You always have."

"Because it's all right there in your eyes...: I say softly. "You've never been able to hide it...not from me. Maybe from others you can but all I need to know...I can see clearly in your eyes..."

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I kiss him softly. "What are my eyes telling you now?"

I kiss him again. "SLow... yes?" I say, slicking my fingers, pressing one against him.

I kiss his furrowed brow. I am as gentle as I can be, as slow as I can be. "Easy, baby... relax for me..."

I kiss him again and withdraw my fingers. I wrap his legs around me and press against him. "I love you." I say and slide slowly into him.

I moan, grip his hips and push a little deeper. I reach between his legs, stroke his cock. "Come for me..."

He's so quiet... and then he nods but doesn't speak. I hold him carefully. "I have you... if you can't talk just yet... it's ok... just... I just want to know I didn't-- do any damage..." I rasp.

I exhale. "I know..." I rasp. "You got so quiet though... it scared me."

"Okay, baby." I say and rest my head on his chest, listen to his strong, steady heartbeat and hold him.

"Of course I need you. You're-- a crucial part of me. You're as necessary as air or water... I can't... I can't live without you. Exist maybe. But not live."

"How could I forget," I say. "You can... take the lead this next go..." I raise an eyebrow.

"Do you-- do you really need to ask me that? Yes its ok. Anything that keeps you safe and healthy is okay. I want you to be totally honest with me. I can wait. We can do other things or just cuddle or whatever..."

Even though he says he's ready I wait a few more beats and then nod. "I'll be as fast as I can." I kiss him softly and withdraw from his body. He lets out a curse and trembles a little. "Fuck-- I'm sorry, baby..." I hold hm tightly. "I have you... I'm sorry..."

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