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Zach described my eyes in the most beautiful way and it left me speechless.

"Your eyes...have always shown me the real you..." I whisper.

"What? I don't get pools of melted chocolate?" He teases, caressing my jaw. "You can see right inside me. You always have."

"Because it's all right there in your eyes...: I say softly. "You've never been able to hide it...not from me. Maybe from others you can but all I need to know...I can see clearly in your eyes..."

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I kiss him softly. "What are my eyes telling you now?"

"That you want me..." I breathe.

"So very badly," I confess. "But-- you must be very sore.... I don't want to add to it..." I rasp. He's going to have to... nudge me into it.

"Z..." I whisper and take his face into my hands...kiss him...nibble on his lower lip. "I need you..." I murmur. "I'm a little sore..." I am...we were so rough this afternoon...but I am no more sore than any other time. "But I need you..."

"I need you..." I echo. I kiss him again, reach for the lube. "If you need me to slow down... to stop... you tell me."

"I will..." But I know that I won't...I need him so badly...

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I kiss him again. "SLow... yes?" I say, slicking my fingers, pressing one against him.

"Slow..." I gasp as he pushes his finger into my body. "Zach..."

"Baby..." I murmur. That sounded like pain. "Chris... talk to me..."

It stings...but I couldn't bear it if he stopped now. "Dontstoppleasedontstop..."

I kiss his furrowed brow. I am as gentle as I can be, as slow as I can be. "Easy, baby... relax for me..."

As his finger moves inside of me...carefully...slowly...I do begin to relax. "Kiss me, please..."

"Of course, my darling... my love..." I rasp and I do kiss him and tehen I add another finger, easing him open until he seems ready. "Do you want me, baby?"

"Yes..." I say and look up at his face...into his eyes, "I want you so badly..."

I kiss him again and withdraw my fingers. I wrap his legs around me and press against him. "I love you." I say and slide slowly into him.

"Oh, Z..." I press my face against his neck and hold on to him tightly as he comes to rest, fully seated inside of me. He hesitates...and I feel his arms tremble form the effort it takes to hold still. "Please..."

I start to slowly move. The pace is careful. I kiss his neck, whisper softly to him. "You feel amazing..."

"So do you..." I whisper. "God, so do you...." I lift my hips...move with him...

I moan, grip his hips and push a little deeper. I reach between his legs, stroke his cock. "Come for me..."

his hands feel so strong...he pulls and tugs my flesh. "Zach..." I cry out as I come...

I moan his name and my hips buck as I come. I sink down against him. "Are you okay?"

I heard his voice...but it sounds so far away. He says my name...repeats himself...and this time is voice is clear in my ears. I nod...

He's so quiet... and then he nods but doesn't speak. I hold him carefully. "I have you... if you can't talk just yet... it's ok... just... I just want to know I didn't-- do any damage..." I rasp.

I shake my head and hear Zach say my name...hear the panicked question in his voice. "No damage..." I assure him. "I'm okay..."

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His voice is so soft. "You're sure? If you're not...please tell me."

"Shhhh..." I murmur in his ear. "I could never lie to you..."

I exhale. "I know..." I rasp. "You got so quiet though... it scared me."

He pulls back and looks down at my face. "Don't be scared..." I reach up and touch his cheek. "You were so gentle..."

"I treid to be..." I rasp. "I trust you if you say you're okay. You still seem sort of far away."

"A little..." I admit with a soft smile. "But things are coming back into focus..." I cress his jaw. "Give me a coupla minutes to...regroup..."

"Okay, baby." I say and rest my head on his chest, listen to his strong, steady heartbeat and hold him.

I thread my fingers through his hair, massage his scalp. "How are you, sweetheart? Are you okay?" I ask softly.

"Yeah," I say. "You felt so good... and I need you. I need you so much. I needed that."

"Did you...?" I ask softly...a small smile curling my lips. "I like to hear you say that...that you need me..."

"Of course I need you. You're-- a crucial part of me. You're as necessary as air or water... I can't... I can't live without you. Exist maybe. But not live."

"No...there is no life without you..." I whisper. "Just like...I had only existed before you...and I came alive the moment I met you..."

I kiss him softly. "How are you feeling? Truth."

"Sore...raw..." I say truthfully. "Much more focused...happy..." I smile. He laughs softly and brushes some hair off my forehead. "We're making love all night, remember..."

"How could I forget," I say. "You can... take the lead this next go..." I raise an eyebrow.

"This next go?" I laugh and he tickles my side. "Yeah...I think that's a good idea. Give me a chance to...recover..."

"We might have to get creative because-- I dont think you can... I don't want you to be hurting for days."

I nod. "It might take a few days...before I can bottom..." I say softly. "Is that okay...?"

"Do you-- do you really need to ask me that? Yes its ok. Anything that keeps you safe and healthy is okay. I want you to be totally honest with me. I can wait. We can do other things or just cuddle or whatever..."

"Or I can make love to you..."

"You can most certainly do that," I say. "I would love to... be made love to again... and again..."

"And again..." I waggle my eyebrows and he laughs. "I should probably take some Advil, though...and we should both get some water...stay hydrated..."

"When you're ready... I'll go get you what you need. Get us water..."

I start to say that I'm ready but then I hesitate for a moment. "I'm ready..." I do say "but come back quickly..."

Even though he says he's ready I wait a few more beats and then nod. "I'll be as fast as I can." I kiss him softly and withdraw from his body. He lets out a curse and trembles a little. "Fuck-- I'm sorry, baby..." I hold hm tightly. "I have you... I'm sorry..."

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