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We have a little time before we need to get showered and ready for dinner with my parents. Zach mentioned that he would like me to make love to him later tonight. I'd like that, too...but I know that often after Zach has a moment of weakness and vulnerability he needs to...reassert himself...and I'm glad to let him. I wondered if he was doing the same for me...if that's why he suggested it.

"I just want to feel my husband inside of me... I miss the way it feels... that physical sense of... belonging to you," he says, looking deeply into my eyes.

I needed to hear him say that. I don't ever want him to...to give himself to me when it's not truly what he wants. "Later, then..." I say and reach up to touch his cheek.

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18/10/16 00:39 (UTC)
ersatzach: (if looks could...)
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I smile softly. "I'll be counting the minutes..." I rasp.

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18/10/16 01:06 (UTC)
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"Yeah, let's clean up..."I say. I withdraw from hsi body and he trembles. "I'm still here..."

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18/10/16 01:22 (UTC)
ersatzach: (bedroom eyes)
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"ANd always will be," I wink. We get out if bed, head for the shower.

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18/10/16 02:25 (UTC)
ersatzach: (bedroom eyes)
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We head to the kitchen to start prep. "Can I do anything to help?"

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18/10/16 02:39 (UTC)
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"Salad is my speciality," I grin. I get the ingredients out and start chopping and dicing. "Should I toss it with a bit of that vinagrette we have?"

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18/10/16 02:56 (UTC)
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"Yeah, we should," I smile. As I finish up the salad I hear the doorbell. "I got it." I say, kissing his cheek and heading to answer it.

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20/10/16 01:40 (UTC)
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"I suppose I have my son in law to thank?" I smile. Zach is a good anchor for Chris.

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20/10/16 02:46 (UTC)
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"I'm glad. You know you can come to me and your mom, right? We're here for you too."

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21/10/16 01:59 (UTC)
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"Let's get this cooking then," I smile, and pat my son on the back.

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21/10/16 02:40 (UTC)
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"I think that's an certainty," I laugh. "She's been worried about you."

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21/10/16 02:49 (UTC)
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Chris' mom and I are in the kitchen. "Can I get you anything to drink? Wine? Beer?"

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21/10/16 03:03 (UTC)
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"A glass of red would be wonderful," I smile and sit at the kitchen island. "How are you two holding up?" I ask and Zach cocks an eyebrow. "Okay...how is my son?"

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22/10/16 02:31 (UTC)
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I smile softly. "He was... he's been beating himself up over this whole lawsuit... I've been doing my best to assure him he's not a bad person. I may have finally gotten through today..."

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24/10/16 02:23 (UTC)
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"I try," I say. "ANd I try to take care of Chris... as best I can..."

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24/10/16 02:27 (UTC)
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"I know you do," I lay my hand on his. "You've been his rock. Bob and I are grateful for it."

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24/10/16 02:48 (UTC)
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"He thinks... that he's a burden. It's the opposite. I mean-- I was so alone-- and empty in so many ways before I had him in my life... I hope he really knows that."

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25/10/16 00:09 (UTC)
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"I hate to see him hurting..." I say, brushing a stray tear away. "Thanks for listening..."

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25/10/16 00:21 (UTC)
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"C'mere...you're getting a hug..." I say and pull him close. "You are such a good man," I say softly. "Thank you, for taking good care of my son."

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25/10/16 00:24 (UTC)
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I hug her tightly. "It's really my pleasure... mom."

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