chris_w_pine: (sweet)
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Zach...an amazingly gorgeous boy that I've had a crush on for a long while...asked me to cut out of school early and see a movie with him...and I did. I've never done anything like this in my life...but I'm so glad that I did. We had a great time at the movie...and he kissed me...a lot. He asked me to go back to his place with him...he told me that we didn't have to do anything...but that he didn't want to say good bye just yet. Neither do I. I am hoping that he'll kiss me more.

He continues to hold my hand as he drives. I look out the window so he won't see how intensely I'm blushing...and I sing along with the radio. He squeezes my hand and sings a long with me. "I love this song..."

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3/10/16 02:48 (UTC)
ersatzach: heart eyes motherfucker (heart eyes motherfucker)
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"Yeah, it's really good... and so are you, your voice is amazing," I smile.

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4/10/16 02:35 (UTC)
ersatzach: (bearded)
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I scrunch my face up. "I'm ok, I'm more into acting than singing to be honest..." I say as we pull up to the house. "Hope you like dogs... and cats."

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4/10/16 02:43 (UTC)
ersatzach: (surrender)
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I smile. "I have two dogs and two cats," I say. We go inside and the animals swarm. "They like you..."

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4/10/16 03:01 (UTC)
ersatzach: (scrunch)
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"You're so fucking cute..." I blurt out. "Um... can I get you a soda or...something?"

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5/10/16 02:03 (UTC)
ersatzach: (bearded)
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"Thanks," I say. "I'm a good actor..." I say.

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5/10/16 02:07 (UTC)
ersatzach: (sweet)
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"Me too," I say. "It was...really nice." I slide closer.

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7/10/16 01:33 (UTC)
ersatzach: (surrender)
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"GUys are pretty stupid... and there's like nothing you can do to fuck this up..." I say. "I promise..."

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7/10/16 01:48 (UTC)
ersatzach: (sweet)
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He returns the kiss and soon he wraps his arms around me, a bit loosely but it's a start and I move closer. "Do you have to be home soon?"

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7/10/16 02:16 (UTC)
ersatzach: (bedroom eyes)
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"Yeah, it is..."I say, kissing his neck softly.

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7/10/16 02:42 (UTC)
ersatzach: (bedroom eyes)
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I screw my face up, confused for a moment. "What for?" Then it hits me. "Ohhh.... why would you be sorry? I like that-- that..."

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8/10/16 02:03 (UTC)
ersatzach: (bedroom eyes)
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I kiss him deeply, my hands sliding over his body. He shivers but not in a bad way, and he presses closer. "Have you ever?"

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8/10/16 02:13 (UTC)
ersatzach: (bedroom eyes)
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"No... not all the way... god I sound so lame..."

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8/10/16 02:41 (UTC)
ersatzach: (unkempt)
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"I like that idea..." I murmur as I kiss him again.

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8/10/16 02:58 (UTC)
ersatzach: (bedroom eyes)
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His touch is a little shaky but gains confidence as we kiss. "We should... maybe we can go up to the bedroom?"

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9/10/16 02:07 (UTC)
ersatzach: (bedroom eyes)
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"Are you sure?" I ask. "Cause we don't have to... we can just kiss... its ok..."

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9/10/16 02:24 (UTC)
ersatzach: (bedroom eyes)
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"We can just kiss up there... until you feel comfortable. And if you don't we can just cuddle..." I smile. "Do you trust me enough to... trust me?" I say, dumbly.